John Lewis Believed America Would Survive Trump

In June 2017, I ran into John Lewis outside of Atlanta, where he was campaigning for his former intern Jon Ossoff in the special election for Georgia’s 6th Congressional District. I asked him something I asked everyone in those days, when the horror of this administration was still fresh: How confident was he that America would recover from Donald Trump?

“We will get there,” Lewis said. “We will survive. We will survive.” During the civil rights movement, he said, there were people “who said that we wouldn’t get a Civil Rights Act when we were marching from Selma. We wouldn’t get a Voting Rights Act. We wouldn’t get a Fair Housing Act. But we never gave up; we never gave in. We kept the faith.”

There was something saintly about Lewis, whose funeral was held Thursday. What’s striking in accounts of his youthful encounters with snarling, murderous white supremacy is not just his courage, but also his calm and otherworldly clarity.

Historian Taylor Branch described a 1961 debate within part of the civil rights movement about whether to keep up demonstrations in Nashville, Tennessee, in the face of escalating white violence. “Whenever asked a question, he ignored the fine points of whatever theory was being put forward and said simply, ‘We’re gonna march tonight,’ ” Branch wrote of Lewis.

A prominent white clergyman named Will D. Campbell lost his temper, accusing Lewis of the sin of pride. “Lewis smiled warmly at Campbell, as if taking pity on him,” Branch wrote. “‘OK, I’m a sinner,’ he replied softy. ‘We’re gonna march.’ ” Lewis’ persistence won, the march went on, and he was arrested for the fourth of at least 45 times.

Lewis, the best of this country, had seen the worst of it and still had faith. “Ordinary people with extraordinary vision can redeem the soul of America by getting in what I call good trouble, necessary trouble,” he wrote in an essay for The New York Times to publish on the day of his funeral.

Lately I’ve struggled to hold on to hope of redemption. On the night Trump was elected, I felt as if the ground was crumbling beneath my feet, and yet looking back I was naive about how bad things could get.

Mass death from a pandemic running unchecked, without even the pretense that the federal government will help us. A Congress that’s allowing emergency aid to the unemployed to lapse during an economic crisis as bad or worse than the Great Depression. Unidentified men in camouflage beating protesters in the streets. Public education near collapse. A president musing about postponing the election, and his thuggish secretary of state backing him by suggesting that’s a live possibility.

My life is far easier than that of most people in this country, but since March of this despicable year I’ve felt dread from the moment I open my eyes in the morning until I fall asleep at night. Sometimes in the evening my son cries and says he hates being a child in the time of coronavirus, and I try not to cry too.

If this president makes good on his threats to undermine an election he’s likely to lose, many of us will be called to pour into the streets and face the brutality of Trump’s goons. This thought makes me feel ground down and frightened, not brave and defiant. In middle age I’ve started to envy those like Lewis who are able to believe in God.


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